Assalamualaikum. Sorry to the max for ignoring this blog. I'm busy sorry. Before that, thanks to whom that support me to update this blog. Thanks for reading this unwanted blog. I just couldn't believe that there is someone who opens this blog, at least one person. Hahahaha xd Yes, this blog doesn't like others hot blogs out there, that have many readers. Hundreds of readers maybe. I doesn't put a high dream that everyone knows the existence of this blog. I'm not making a blog for people to visit everyday. I just make a blog for me to express of what in my head, to fill up my time. At least I do something.
First, I have a tons of homework to be done as soon as possible. After this holidays that shouldn't be called holidays actually, it should be called stressday, Trial Malacca and SBP are waiting for me. Ah, after homework revision, after revision is still revision till exam comes. Sobs, who knows one day this head will explode? Oh its creepy. I couldn't imagine it. I just need some rest after having mid year exam. I'm afraid of mid result. Tsk tsk I hope I could reach my target. If not, I'm really dumb loser person. I just want that flying colours result. I really want it. Its ok, keep studying hard, praying, put some faith in Allah. I'll get it someday.
Second, I want to go for a holiday now. Its not stuck in this house. Oh homework, please go away, come again another day. So hi homework, don't you feel that you made my holiday don't seem like a holiday? Please feel guilty. Hahaha dear homework, you may go away. I think, I couldn't celebrate Hari Raya much. Sobs sobs. How if I recelebrate it after PMR. Hahahaha, nonsense. I'll not getting any duit raya on that time kah kah kah. Any loser idea? Hahahahaha.
And............I had like someone. It just I felt dissapointed when I stalk him. Did him couple with someone? Did he liked someone? Did he liked me? Yes he likes me. Maybe. But why he treats others like he likes them. Hell. Please. Its ok, we don't need a boy to lighten our life. Yes, boy isn't a need. But that is a normal feeling. I'm a normal person, that could feel it. I'm not an alien that don't have feeling. Sobs. The way he treats me, it shows his feelings. But please, don't you know how I feel. Loser you. You say that you likes me, then prove it. Why you divide your feelings to others? Are you divide it or I am the one who could feel it. Oh my god. What is this. I shouln't think too much about this loser feelings. It ruin up my everything. Friends, don't ever happy when you're in love. If you're ready to fell in love, you're ready to get hurt by him. Who says that this love relation will going on a happy road only. Above all, I don't like smoker. I don't ever like.
Last, only this I want to express. Please, help me on stoping this feeling. Pray for my success. Live your life guys. I love you.
