Assalamualaikum. Hi I'm back. Day after tomorrow will be going back to mozac. Currently holidays for Eid Fitr. Selamat Hari Raya guys. Sorry if I had did something wrong. No one is prefect though. I dont think it's too late to wish it. I just have 40+ days to PMR. Less than 2 months omg. Is this how I felt during 3 years back? Hahaha. Trial sbp had finished week before holidays. Have 3A in my hand for now, another 5 papers which I'm not sure I can score or get A for them. InsyaAllah.
Oh yes I want to move to another school for next year. Heard a lot of rumours that some of my friends want to do so. My dad allows me but well we just plan it. And I still don't sure which school I want. It's not mozac isn't good. Mozac is the best though. But I still want to go. Well this all is just a plan, if I'm not moving anywhere I 'll stay in Mozac. But I really hope what I want comes true. I want a new atmosphere. We can be success anywhere, InsyaAllah.
Last night my dad bought me a ride around my area. I wanted to refuse and asked to go during the day. Well everything happens have it own reasons. I met Lee Tsang Wayne that night. Almost 3 years I'm not see him. We stay in the same area and I think to meet him is really impossible. I asked my father to search his house that night cause I still remember his address. Before that, this all dont mean I still 'love' him. Well hes my ex 3 years back. And I know its not a crime though if I still love him. But I'm not that dumb guys haha. I actually like him even he had hate me (maybe). Cause I dont know what he feels towards me. Human feelings guys. We could find his area but the exact house, we couldnt find. Maybe cause of the darkness of that night. Kind of far from my house but not really far. Then we gave up on searching his house. We continued our ride to another area and shop houses. Well this is kind of climax, I met him at one of the shops there. Its really unexpectable! If u feel how I felt that time, no words could describe it. 3 years guys, he had changed physically. Hes sooo tall more handsome. And I couldnt believe that he still remembered me omg. Well he had threw harsh words towards me back then when I asked for a clash lol. I'm not expect that I met him there then eye contact took place, for a quite long time. His face showed 'are you fatin?' And I just nod that showed 'yes i am'. Do I look like a desperate girl? Its depends to you guys on how to judge me. While I know myself better. I'm not hoping to be with him back, thats such a loser hope and yes I'll not let it be my hope though, silly. I just like (a bit more than like less than love haha) him. Like the way he used to be. I know hes a smoker. I know we wont be together so I dont care he want to smoke or what. And I am not love him. When I praise him dont mean I love him. So here I am, to me hes soooooooooo ultra handsome to the max (kind of too over but so what?) He owned the cute faces. Hes tall really tall. And he is adorable haha am not lying yet am telling the truth.
This is my last post (maybe) before I sit for my PMR. So,
Dear Efusioners (include me),
Study hard, strive for the big 8As. Make everyone proud at you guys. We can do it, 100% 8As in PMR if we work for it. Keep praying to Allah. Put some faith in Him. Allah sees our effort, hears our dua. Habluminallah. Study for 3 years long and couldnt get 8As is just a waste. Allahs blessing is really important as well others. InsyaAllah if Allah wills, the 8As are ours.
